she knows your got going to be around like you said you would perfectly be. its written all over her body all her mistakes all her scars all her lies and lose grips all the things that kill her but she wont let go of. she knows modern technology it doenst often fail, its you who fail to give her open ears and open arms. she thinks about you way too much and doenst think that that will ever stop. you make her crazy yeah youve made her crazy but as long as you dont see her torn i guess she put herself back together right. you know she doenst sleep you know the dark circles around her eyes aren't from her makeup especially since it all usually runs off. you feel the cuts you hear her screams you see her yes you see her but she means nothing. you say "its been awhile" yeah a long long while huh. i guess she jumps to conclusions too because she really thought that meant you missed her but really its her body you missed. its been awhile since cheap sex not since perfect smiles. its incredible the way you get what you want from her. all she wants is to be close to you dont you see thats why she does it she wants to hold on to you forever and tell you everything. the whole time you spend together she just keeps thinking about how she doenst want it to end and unfortunately she just waits for the end because she knows how soon it always comes. your a joke and horrible for making her out to be. she feels stupid. she does. she does. she shouldnt. you should. you know you do it but you wont wont wont admit it. shes been breaking for so long no one knows when she'll break for good. its close. she fucking misses you.