and even if she was presented with fate with perfect destiny with a boy she would perfectly meet
she couldnt ever kiss him with the passion and emotion she once had
she would never love again
and even if he filled her with song and lovely things and gave her everything that her lover took away
she couldnt ever hold him with as much strength as she once had
she would never love again
because she had been defeated by a lover who always pleaded and she gave in to his secret sin
across the country you would see the smile that he brought to her constantly
across the country you would hear her screaming cries and painful tears
she had dark dark eyes and a beautiful beautiful smile
she had dark dark secrets and dark dark nights
she told dark dark lies and got in dark dark fights
she loved a dark dark boy with a dark dark heart
she had a torn apart beautiful beautiful heart
she used to tell stories of a boy and a girl and how they met and made love and loved and loved and loved
she used to play dress up and run around the streets until she realized that herself is all she wanted to be
she used to paint and sing with her sister and talk endlessly to her friends
she used to think there was nothing she couldn't do and would let anyone not let her stand
she used to smile she used to smile she used to smile she used to smile
and then she found you