im mad
im mad at you
you wrote me a letter to tell me you love me
you love me? youve told me that for a year
it used to be all i wanted to hear
until you proved as something fake
as something you could use to help you take
all you wanted from me,
the word was your key

you said that you learned
you wrote it down on paper
you said you wanted to change for the better
but when you had the opportunity
to make it a reality
you destroyed her trusting heart, over again
you treated her badly all over again
now you say that youve learned
you say your sorry it took you so long
whats different this time

i loved you, i still love you
for 5 years, wherever you were i was stuck like glue
your window i snuck through, your words i took as true
my love was something you knew, you said you loved me too
i wanted to be by your side forever
but your a few years overdue

i held on every time my heart tore
i told myself there had to be more, and i would make war
make war and hope you would return to who you were before
and maybe you wouldn't hurt me anymore
but my efforts were defeated, old habits were repeated
i would come when you pleaded, it made me feel needed
you had your way, everyday, when you wanted to play and then throw me away
i would come because i told my self that anything was
better than nothing at all, even when you didn't answer my call
i felt like i meant nothing at all, i knew you no longer would catch my fall
my eyes felt like targets, you eyes would turn black
your mind would go invisible with your body still intact
i never knew how you did that
i would wake up next to you, and you would look in my eyes
i would hold onto your body, wishing there were no goodbyes
but i was never enough, i never caught your bluff
when you said i miss you, i believed your every word
when you said i need you, i listened to what i heard
and i would come wherever you asked me to go
the fear and the pain i never let show
weeks, months, years of the same repeat
acting discrete, meeting on the street, i felt defeat
to quick to recount, in my head i argued loud
but you would lift me up, and take me down


someone came along, and i told them i was taken
i was taken by a boy who held my broken heart in his hand
he had all of me, i was at his demand
it wasn't long before i realized, i had nothing left to give
the holder of my heart, i continued to forgive


she has a broken heart, a broken heart that was yours