When my phone rings your name, i can hardly breathe
My heart starts bleeding when I think of what made me leave
Now when my new guy calls me his passion catches fire  
i can feel hear his racing heart through the telephone wire
I thought you were gone and now i struggle to decide
because when i loved you then you always cast me aside
you think you’ve grown, but i still feel your poison on my lips
you have always been a severe hit or miss
I loved you for years, every single day
you were my strongest weakness, such a cliche
years ago you said you loved me, but you never came through
it was something i was used to, I was always starving for you
you loved the control and  you always got your way
after time and a shattered heart you pushed me farther away
In the time i spent without you I met someone new who didn’t want to leave
He showed me what it meant to be loved and able to believe
Without having fear, nothing to misconstrue
I always knew I loved you, but he said I should love him too
Searching for the truth, I fell into love
But in my shattered heart
You have always stayed above
Above all the rest who wanted my heart
I hate that you captured me right from the start
If you had known then what you have grown to know
Maybe you wouldn’t have broken me and waited this long to show
I cant decided if its too late or if you’re just in time
The new guy’s whispering in my ear “I am yours and you are mine”
His voice against my cheek and his love feeling true
I want to love him too but his words make me think of you
I remember your coercion, your touch, your love
it scares me to leave you in the past, its your love of I’m deprived of