i have realized that if you claim to strongly feel something, something that makes you crazy or mad or you make a claim of recovery, you are usually saying it aloud becasue you know its a lie, and you know everyone else can see it, so you just want to pretend that its true. the best thing you can do for yourself is do everything you want and you love and you think of and anything and everything you canand not worry about what everyone else is thinking, because they once loved you for you, and if you think about them you are not them, you are someone consumed in too much that they turn into nobody. everything you do is important and just make that known. be happy be positive and even wehn its hard dont ever think its over or a part of your life is ending, because its not, its change but its not end. so make it your change, be confident and act as if everyone wishes they could be where you are. dont ever be embarrassed of where you are or who you are with because its what you chose so you should scream it proud. you are amazing and you shouldn't forget that.
i am very stubborn and i care a lot about what people think, i care about people I care about more than anything and i hate change. i hate fighting and i always try to make things better. i know that about myself. i know it. so the best thing I can do is embrace it and instead of caring what people think and being self conscious, care what they think and make them jealous. care your heart away and when change occurs dont let it change you.
if you want to make someone fall in love, be yourself one hundred percent and more, let your flaws out if they come out themselves, be happy and dont ever bring them down wiht you, dont complain unless they ask what is wrong, and learn to deal with things alone, and let them be the ones to make you happy not the ones to help you get over things or vent about things with. they are not your therapist they want you to be better they dont want to see you crazy. know that. be everything you want to be and dont ever let anyone bring you down, make plans and then invite them after ward. be involved in your own life as well as theres.
be happy and be unbreakable. becuase things can only break you if you let them. so dont ever let them.