i can remember his smile like it was yesterday in my eyes but in my heart it aches like another lifetime. i can picture his lips as he smiles and grabs my chin to kiss me. I feel everything shatter inside me as i write this. Im sitting up straight, a plastic normal glued on my face, as the inside of me breaks and breaks. The one thing ive learned about this kind of love is that it never goes away. I remember the way his lips feel against mine i remember the curves of his back. People still warn me about him but even in those moments all i can think about are his the way his hands feel, the way my heart stops when i see him. The way his eyes dont move from mine and how he watches me.