Last night you said I love you
Two years ago I said it too
I repeated it to myself everyday
Wishing it would come true
Now our story has had an ending
And my love is out of view
You talk of being together and loving me forever
But I no longer need you too.
It scares me that you’re so close
Because love I don’t believe
You know I used to love you the most
Until you made me bleed.
Last night when you said I love you,
It felt like an instant lie
I turned and said I didn’t believe you
And then you looked me in the eyes
You said I must believe you
And that all along you’ve loved me
You say you know you have caused me pain
But that you now want me to see
That it was always there, burning undeniably
You ask me do I love you
I know not what to say
For yes I did once love you
Undoubtedly every single day
You say “its that kind of love,
The one between us here,
That may feel like its faded
But we know it will last for years”
With that I held you tight, with hands that have no feeling
The stars above my sunroof, they seem to have more meaning
More meaning than you laying back in the passengers seat
More meaning than the words you say as if there so concrete
You’re the boy I always used to love and the one I used to dream
The boy I always thought about the one who made me scream
He can not bring me down, or anymore take any of me
I used to think I wanted to hear this, but now I just want to be free