sometimes it doesn't matter how vividly you know the truth, you still don't see it until you're hit in the face with it.
I knew this would happen, or to be honest i didn't.
i denied it so much because you seemed to change so incredibly much.
you asked me what you could do to show my best friend how much you have changed so we could be together
you said you were going to drive down just to see me
and you sure did come, but not to see me
in fact, you didn't even tell me you are here
is this what 'so close but so far away' means?

i don't know how you capture me after all these years
when i am with you you defeat all of my fears
when you touch me i feel safe
my heart no longer aches
when you kiss me i feel so lost in love
when i see you, when you hold my hand, it kills me
because i am so in love with you
if it was up to me i would never leave your side

i don't know what it is, you make me feel a way that no one else can. i have never had feelings like these for anyone else. even when i tried. it was always you. it would always come back to you. you never leave my mind and when we talk i am just reminded of the desire, passion and strength of our love
but like i have said before
love is unrequited
its always one sided
always there's no denyin' it
and love wont come back for you when you've lost yourself