the simplicity of time and
the complexity of mine
have ruined my whole life
and i may never recover

and it’d be easy to blame
cry im covered in shame
but nothing would change
id just ruin another

so i smile during the day
keep my issues at bay
till its too fucking late
we break and i break 

he drinks while I drive
welcoming the night
love wont keep you alive
and im too young to die
it has ruined my whole life


never been treated right
so i give up the fight

storm in my chest
feeling wild
no wilderness

world made of concrete
poison rivers they call
keepin it discrete
but wrecking my soul

and though it may kill me
cant find
another mind
or any other way to be

ive been right here all my life
different places and poisons
haunted by a knife
the sharper the better
Helps relieve the pressure
the point is to feel
to make it real
for the wounds that never heal
That’s the fucking appeal
It isn’t in vain
It gives proof for the pain
and for all the lonely days
for never being okay
good for only play
as long as i obey
my outsides fray
from all this decay