ive been right here all my life
different places and poisons
haunted by a knife
the sharper the better
Helps relieve the pressure
the point is to feel
to make it real
for the wounds that never heal
That’s the fucking appeal
It isn’t in vain
It gives proof for the pain
and for all the lonely days
for never being okay
good for only play
as long as i obey
my outsides fray
from all this decay