I used to have an anchor. Something that kept me feeling safe in all of lifes uncertainty. It has been two months and two days since i left behind every anchor i have ever known. All of my friends and family, my dog, my home, my ocean. This last year has been one so full of change that if i hadnt lived it myself i may not believe it could possibly be real. Last year i defined myself by others. And now, I’m just myself. im more scared then ive ever been . but im also more alive. and even though i was surrounded by more people last year, i think i may have been more alone.

12/10/14