My heart is racing thinking of you and the miracle of knowing you're thinking of me too
all of the love stories i ever wrote, the ones that i lived and the ones that were broken
confuse my mind and dont let me feel because sometimes i just dont believe this is real
for the first time i dont need to work to be happy but at the same time its harder than ever when im free
for years and years i fell in love with the pain. It was how i lived and it kept my mask sane.
But the truth is, all those years, i was out of control
I had lost myself in it all

Your the one that i have known to be the first one on the phone yeah, you ran all the lights to the hospital