I’m having trouble keeping my mind straight
Each thought I have I instantly forget
I want to reach out my arm and pull it back
“Don’t float away!” “Please stay!”

Walking to work
I’d never remember to write this if I didn’t do it right now.
Some lame and desperate attempt to even myself out.

I want to go somewhere this weekend. But I won’t remember to plan. Even though it is something i really want. If I don’t do it right now, this very minute, the thought gets overruled by opening the door, or the movement of my mouse. Each thought is momentary. I’m taking so many notes these days

It’s driving me crazy.

I’m clouded and wondering how the hell I can defrost