im getting help but feel like hell
feeling air on my face while trapped in a cell
cant handle my crazy but dont know how to be sane
on the outside, just pretty
but my insides are slain
a week goes by
im feeling the same
but im dissecting my movements
each and every day
The days pass, practiced motions
at night i crave drowning in poison
so i do because I can
even tho i know i should not
but no one is stopping me
and ill never get caught
cant eat cant think
all causing me pain
i wish i could just sleep all day