The more lost i feel and the more drawn i am to you are interchangeable.
I am realizing that the happiest i may ever be is when i hit the road. when i quit trying to be someone i am just not and stop living the life that i dont deserve becasue i dont appreciate it the way someone else might.
i dont want all these things. i want joy, happiness, love. and i want to find it.
one day i will leave this all behind and i will not take with me the panic society has instilled that i may miss something . instead i will go looking for myself in all the mysteries the world has to offer me. and i will write about it.
And maybe i wasn't made to be famous or have riches
but maybe, just maybe, if i take off for the unknown with only myself, i can finally have the freedom ive always desired.
and what will feel more rich than that?