Nothing feels right, all these lights are too bright
I'm losing my mind my control and my fight
been drinking every night
since December
I remember,
When i started this way
Now I've crossed off some demons like sharing a space
but I am not better
is this all a mistake
I want to be better
have memories last
but all this vodka & whiskey make each present the past
addicted. conflicted. nobody left in me. I'm empty.