my temperature is rising
my teeth they are grinding
i feel my blood start to boil and my brain start to burn
if someone doesnt save me from this madness of myself
i might just jump the fuck out of this window to make all the noise in my head stop
i want to punch your lights out
but im talking to myself
anything to shut you the fuck up
but im talking to myself
i want razor blades and booze for days
something to feel and another to heal
both may eventually kill me but what isnt already killing me now
trying to sit the fuck still, keep my jaw in line
i am literally so angry i dont know how the fuck to function
i want to strangle you
but im talking to myself
i want to choke the laugh from your throat
and im talking to everyone else
fuck your joy or whatever the fuck that is
i hate you and i hate it and i want to destroy it
i swear to god i want to punch your fucking lights out
my fists are shaking their voices are making me cringe
i swear to god dont get close to me or i will
i wish everything would shut the fuck up
why is everything so fucking loud.
get me the fuck out.
these stupid ass holes who walk around having no idea the pain im in
telling me to fucking take vitamins
what goddamned idiots
they have no fuckin clue
and i hate them. they should all get the fuck out of my fucking way.