tonight i drove around and my heart tore while my music played. it tears everyday. 
i used to write things that people liked to read. they were creative they came from me.
now everyday i'm at a loss for words. i feel nothing. nothingness fills my bones
and i know i'm alone. i don't like being around other people because i hate to pretend
i've not nothing to say, nothing to share, i've got nothing left to offer.
i feel nothing. and i'm scared that i wont ever get better
people used to like to read what i wrote, and hear what i felt
but now all that fills me is pain, and i cant explain. they don't understand
that i'm still breaking, from when they all tore my life apart and left me behind
the scars they left are never fading, and i cant explain, they cant understand
that i'm gone