i believe in imaginary things
i feel the horror my mistakes bring
i run without a vision
of where i am going to stop
the pain that fuels me races my speed
i want to spin and run and feel until i drop
i want to feel real and i want you with me there
i want to feel worthy and live unaware
i want to scream to the music i blare
i want to hold you and tell you how much i care
i want to hold my head up while they all stare
i want to be free and fly in the air
and know how to listen to any thought that tells me to beware
i want to move forward and no longer compare
the loneliness i have now to when i felt like a millionaire
i want to run around and smile in time square
i want you to see how this is so unfair
because i did not act alone in this public affair
to meet someone like you is very very rare
someone that will take my heart to not break but to repair
i regret a lot but i do not regret my love i swear
i hide behind the gold jewelry i wear,
i want you to care to care to care to care mr. unaware